Before every story should come another one to describe how the narrative reached to this point. Here's how I got here...
I am your everyday, ever-place girl. I've loved and been loved, have been beautiful and been pimple-faced too, have ridden the crest wave and have been down in the dumps too. Drunken nights, movie nights, date nights, shopping days, exam days, at-work days, jobless days...I've had them all and then some. But somewhere it all began to lose meaning for me.
I wonder how I got to this stage where I literally feel like I am drowning in the sea. This isn't just a pointless metaphor; this really and truly is how I feel. Friends and family, everyone around me seems to be doing at least a good enough job of living this life. But I can't seem to find the right path. I am filled with questions and longings and this blog is the chronicle of my attempt at finding the answers.
You read stories of people who found peace and understanding and I believe it is out there for me too. I just have to find it. Life feels hard to me, and I strongly believe that one day when I find the answers to my questions, I will finally be able to live my life peacefully. I ask for peace, and not happiness, because even I understand that while happiness comes and goes, peace is a constant companion. Once found.
I am your everyday, ever-place girl. I've loved and been loved, have been beautiful and been pimple-faced too, have ridden the crest wave and have been down in the dumps too. Drunken nights, movie nights, date nights, shopping days, exam days, at-work days, jobless days...I've had them all and then some. But somewhere it all began to lose meaning for me.
I wonder how I got to this stage where I literally feel like I am drowning in the sea. This isn't just a pointless metaphor; this really and truly is how I feel. Friends and family, everyone around me seems to be doing at least a good enough job of living this life. But I can't seem to find the right path. I am filled with questions and longings and this blog is the chronicle of my attempt at finding the answers.
You read stories of people who found peace and understanding and I believe it is out there for me too. I just have to find it. Life feels hard to me, and I strongly believe that one day when I find the answers to my questions, I will finally be able to live my life peacefully. I ask for peace, and not happiness, because even I understand that while happiness comes and goes, peace is a constant companion. Once found.
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